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Feb 17, 2008

When was the last time...

When was the last time that you really read through pages and pages of your friend's blog entries and really feel the saddness and sorrow that your friend felt and that you never know of?

Some things are really not what they seem to be.
Some of your friends may look so cheerful on the outside but they are actually hurting deep down inside their heart and you could have easily found out about it if you just pay a little more attention.
But that's how life it.
A book can never be judged by its cover.

Just a little more attention.

A little more attention is all you need to actually feel how special someone is to you and how the both of you will magically work out.
But it's these little things that we overlook and hence things dont work out.
等你发现，一切都已经太迟了。
因为，时间总是不经意的从你身边溜走。

After reading this friend's blog, I suddenly have so much feelings burning within me.
It's like I dunno there is this big part of me that is happening right in front of my eyes and I just dont see it. Or I am not sensitive to it.

Most humans are stingy.
With words.
They do not vocalize their love for people around them.
这个道理很简单。
简单到人人都把它给遗忘。

They also do not vocalize their pain.
Because we fear rejection.
We fear people might not want to listen to our problems.
We fear to trouble people.
We fear people cannot help to solve our problem.
We fear people do not understand.
Or you are simply afraid of appearing to be vulnerable in front of these people you share your problems with?

Humans are such complicated species.
We have a thousand and one feelings.
Yet we do not have a thousand and one words to describe these feelings.
How to find that someone who understands what are you feeling exactly?

Anyway, I shouldnt dwell on these feelings,considering it's my MT4352 quiz tml...

有时，我可能说话口花花。
但是，我是发自内心说的。
因为，我要你知道你的好。
而且，我要你欣赏你的好。

有时，我可能会跟别人说你的不好。
但是，我不知道这到底是好或不好。
因为，我已经接受这是你的一部分。
而且，我不希望改掉你的美中不足。

As I look back at this entry, I think it is really random....hahaha
All because of someone's blog. And that someone is.....shhhh. Cannot say.
But yup, that blog totally exists.

Left a note at 6:17:00 PM