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Apr 29, 2009

29th Apr 1999 - 29th Apr 2009

Every year.
This pops up.
Every year.
The memories will flash by.

Every year.
I rmb the way you come to school so vividly.
Your short hair.
Your blue dress.
Your diamond pendant.
Your words.
Your actions.
You.

Our song.
Our tears.
Our fears.
Our doubts.
Us.

And this year.
It's the 10th year.

But I will rmb you forever.
And I am sure all of us would.
Coz you were such a big part of our lives.

I wished we could have find out more.
I wished we could have more time to spend with you.
I wished....

Left a note at 10:45:00 PM

Apr 28, 2009

Ultimate SPU Outing!

KUCHING 2009!

Enjoy!
And dont ask me how was Kuching...coz it is nth much..
It was more for the company, for team building, more than for sightseeing...
Hahahahaha

Left a note at 7:42:00 PM

Apr 27, 2009

Just a recap...

No offense, but I dont rmb sitting at the sofa in Somerset.
If you were referring to us sitting at the sofa while chatting, we werentttt lahh...
Mostly sitting on the floor or on the chair, but nvr the sofa.
At least for me.

And we werent discussing anything in the room this morning...
It was just a random check on how you spent the previous night coz you looked pretty pissed off.
------------------------------------------------------------------------

Something that I really treasured was tested.
And it's something that is becoming precious.

I said this because I dont want this to become a barrier.
It's tough for me.
I dont like to leave things hanging.

Maybe it's time for a little letter again....

Left a note at 3:23:00 PM

Apr 23, 2009

最近....

有些事情不愉快;
有些事情很郁闷;
有些事情正逆着方向急速前进.

有些事情很开心;
有些事情很顺心;
有些事情正迈向远方急速前进.

有些事情在发生;
有些事情已过去;
有些事情不会再望这方向走来.

到底是什么感觉;
到底发生什么事;
到底会变得如何.

Left a note at 11:02:00 PM

Apr 22, 2009

Lamerz @ Sentosa 19th Apr

Finally, a long awaited Lamerz outing...
Hahahahaa....

Left a note at 6:18:00 PM

Apr 17, 2009

My dear cousin

This is in reply to your blog entry.
I am happy and yet honoured, but a little guilty about her.

In fact, alot of pple are very puzzled how cousins can be so close like you and me.
You are really like my brother.
A very loving brother in fact.
Probably coz of the fact that we are both similar.

But you have been taking very good care of me since I was young.
We have so much memories.
Bad or good.

The days you locked me and Kenny out and pulled Ah Kiat into your room to play that bulldozer set..
The days when you would bring me board games and play with me during my pri sch holidays and I was alone at home.
The days when you always brought me and my friends out to JE library and then secretly bring us to JP.
The days when you treat me to dinners.
The days you serve me at dinners.

They are all etched in my heart.

You thank me for sending you off, thanked me for being there with you during your lowest time.

I have to...
Thank you for knowing so many friends, hanging out with them.
Thank you for always accompanying on LRT trips.
Thank you for making me feel so important in your life.
Thank you for always tolerating me and my nonsense.

Finally, thanks for being part of my life.

And I am looking forward to a BUDGET trip with you!!!!!

Left a note at 11:52:00 PM

I am glad...

Everything's settled.

And yet again, we've progressed further.
This is the type of progression I am talking about.
This is the type of memory that is missing.

THIS IS THE ASSURANCE I GET FROM OUR FRIENDSHIP.
The fact that we talk about what went wrong so honestly.
The fact that I can tell you exactly what I was pissed with, at what mmt and what thing that you said.
The fact that we no longer get angry when we reached this step of evaluation.

Really, it's these little things that is definitive to you and me and us.

Left a note at 12:54:00 AM

Apr 6, 2009

My dearest Brother

Wholly extracted from my dearest Brother's blog.

{Problem with Anger

Anger, it cost me dearly, I so wish I could get rid of this problem soon. I do not wish history to repeat again. It have been more than 2 years now since we parted. But we just could not be the same again. After all those incidents, and the pain that I caused you. I know, I couldn’t be with you again even if I would. The feeling will not be the same again, we will no longer trust each other again even if we got together. I could do nothing, but to move on, instead of sitting down thinking whether to go back or move on. For me, I chooses to move on.

It has cost me a lot more than just you.

Jealousy, you know, it got in your way. You are jealous of me and my dear sister, why we are so much closer than I do you. I have been with her for a long time(26 years), longer than you. But at that time, I am totally for you. Yet you do not believe, and you think I am for my sister. It is something that I really really could not stand. When I got you the one thing you want, you shove it away saying it was for someone else. But it is really for you, and you don’t believe it. You believe it is for my sister. I just will never forget that word you said. But I wanted the whole world to know this:

"My sister, will forever be my sister, and I will never leave her alone even if it is for you. Nothing can change the fact."
}

I feel very honoured. Really.
And thanks for being there for me all the way.
Though you havent been joining LRT tours nowadays!
Huggies!

Left a note at 11:35:00 PM

Apr 5, 2009

A reminder to 'you-know-who-you-are'

I do not hope to see you taking the same route that you took 5 years ago.
But that can be forgiven, because you were young and that was the way you thought would be the correct way to react.
However, now that you've been through it, you should know that is not the way.

It was a short one, and I guessed you have enjoyed it very much.
But what to do when you have reached this stage.
If you dont see the progression, maybe it's time to think through again.
What you thought to be true in the beginning may not be true at the end.

If things turn out a certain way, it must have its own reasons.
And there are so many factors and reasons involved.
Dont bother thinking about it unless you are told.

Maybe you should consider taking a step back and look at it objectively.

Left a note at 1:19:00 AM

Apr 3, 2009

The Ultimate Lamerz Outing

Arghhh....
The more I see, the more I want to go for a longer holiday!!!!
How how howwwwwww???????????????????????????

Boom....
Like suddenly so many things to do lehhhh
Such a short trip where got enough?
Hurhurrrrrr

Left a note at 4:04:00 PM